Episode 1: Eliada Yap 
A palliative care nurse draws on her experience of losing her dad as she identifies with the caregivers of patients who are fighting life-limiting illnesses. She finds support in her husband whose unwavering love is something she does not take for granted. 

Episode 2: Paul Koh 
A retired banker left the sheltered life he once knew to discover the hidden underbelly of Singapore. He quickly realised that there is so much pain and suffering that many people in the corporate world are ignorant about because they are obsessed with making big bucks and  having beautiful things. 

Episode 3: Jeffrey Lee 
Growing up in the presence of the dead, this 4th-generation undertaker was once a victim of relentless bullying. He drowned out the noise of negative voices with tireless passion and positive attitude, and is now living a life he is incredibly proud of. 

Episode 4: Queenie Ng 
Inspired by a Japanese film, a young woman left her high-paying corporate job to pursue a meaningful career in the death care industry. She embalmed a close friend when he died. Until now, she has not truly recovered from that emotional trauma. Would she be supportive of her daughter following her footsteps?

Episode 5: Joan Leong 
“Why do we hush a baby’s death like it’s something to hide?” Through her volunteering, one photographer has come to realise the magnitude of importance a single photograph takes in the healing process. The photograph helps to confirm the parental identity, that even though the baby has died, they are still parents. And it validates that their baby’s life, no matter how brief, was a life. 

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Director’s Statement

My father died in a car accident in New Zealand.
He was thirty-six.
I was eight.

The grief was so overpowering – it consumed me. But death is taboo. People are afraid to talk about it. Growing up, classmates and friends would carefully skirt around the subject. Even until today, my grandma is the only person with whom I can discuss openly about my father’s death and death itself.

Losing him also made me question my own mortality. There was so much he didn’t get to do and experience. He loved travelling; imagine how many more countries we could have visited together if he were still alive. Often, I worry that I may not be able to accomplish all the things I want to do before my time comes. I forget to stop and smell the roses; I forget to live in the now.

Fade to Black has given me an opportunity to explore death, loss and grief. And through interviews with each of the profiles and conversations with people I’ve met during these shoots, I am reminded that by sharing my pain, I allow myself to heal.
Series Synopsis

Death ends a life, not a relationship.
– Mitch Albom

Humans have lusted after immortality for as long as they have existed on this planet. But mortality is inescapable and death is inevitable.

Fade to Black is a documentary series of five portraits of different professionals entrusted with the last leg of a person’s journey. We meet a palliative care nurse, a vigil volunteer, a funeral director, an embalmer and a volunteer remembrance photographer, to underscore the importance of talking about death educated and with a sense of humour.

Each of these end-of-life providers shares their thoughts on existential questions regarding mortality and the afterlife. The series also touches on the typical trajectory compassion fatigue takes as these professions involve prolonged exposure to the trauma of others.

In a culture that is still uneasy talking about death, dying and bereavement, this five-part series explores mortality salience and serves as a reminder that death doesn’t end a relationship or erase a person’s existence.

No matter how long or short it is.
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Director’s Bio

Joy directed the short film That’s WICKED! which premiered at the 2012 International Documentary Film Festival in Amsterdam (IDFA), and won Best Documentary at the 2013 Singapore Short Film Awards, and has since made its way to multiple film festivals in various  parts of the world.  
Her favourite projects include an award-winning documentary research series titled Who Cares? with NCSS and Fuelfor Healthcare Design Consultancy focusing on caregivers who have  slipped through the cracks of the system. 
She directed Dementiaville, a documentary film about a dementia care resort in Chiang Mai. The documentary was aired on Discovery Channel Asia. In 2019, she produced and directed We Are All Escapists, a documentary series on 5 female ex-offenders finding their place in the fairly  conservative Singaporean society. 
She is also continuing her research in mental health conditions through filming documentaries to raise awareness on important social issues and causes. 

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